A week ago, I had an intense conversation with a friend about the controversial United Church minister, Greta Vosper. Remember? She’s the United Church minister in the GTA who does not believe in God, calls herself an atheist, and refuses to administer the sacraments. Say what??? My friend is angry, very angry, close to incandescent with rage, that the United Church has decided that Ms. Vosper can continue to minister within the fold of the United Church. She is actually thinking about leaving the church over it. This would be a disaster for our local United Church. It would be a death knell.
My problem is that I don’t know what to say to my friend. I totally agree with her that a professed atheist should not be leading a congregation under the umbrella – or more properly perhaps – right in the living room of the United Church of Canada. But I don’t agree with her on other points of her faith. She believes that the Bible says homosexuality is wrong, and so it is wrong. She accepts her gay friends and acquaintances; she isn’t throwing them out of the church; but she believes that they live in sin. She also has a problem with people who want to change the language of religion to something more 21st century and more inclusive, like saying “Our Mother, who art in heaven …. ” A minister acquaintance of hers actually told her that she was not educated enough to understand the modern perspective. Yikes! That didn’t go over well, you can bet.
This whole conversation was a wake-up call for me. I do not believe that the Bible was “written by God” in any sense. I believe that it is a sacred text, and that it presents a huge opportunity for learning about the relationship between God and people. But it is a document which we get only in translation, second or third hand, and through multiple lenses. It has been rigorously selected by ancient theologians, and does not include some documents which might make it a whole lot easier for a 21st century Christian to swallow its ideas and messages. So, am I going to try to apply its ancient ideas about homosexuality in 2019? I don’t think so. Also, my reading of the gospel is that Jesus does not reject adulterers, lepers, tax collectors, traitors, thieves, or the mentally ill – or Roman soldiers – so I am convinced that he would not reject homosexuals either. We are learning that homosexuality is innate; that people are born homosexuals. It is not a choice in most cases. Would God reject us because we are born with red hair or with six fingers? Nope. Ditto for homosexuals.
The other thing I absolutely believe about the Bible is that it was never meant to be understood as history. It is meant to be understood as revelation. That means that, though there never was an historical Garden of Eden, the story of the garden is the story of our loss of innocence, and the beginning of our growth into adult believers. We cannot stay protected in the idyllic garden of childhood forever; we must come to an understanding of what is good and what is evil. But that understanding comes with a price, and the price is expulsion from the garden and a life of work and pain. The story answers the question: “If God is all-loving, why do we suffer and die?” We suffer and die because we live in a real world, where there is the possibility of evil, and where free will allows us to disobey God. If we get caught up in whether it was an apple or a pomegranate; if we decide that the Fall was Eve’s fault, we are not understanding the story.
Understanding the Bible as metaphor makes everything possible. It is like the premise of the movie, The Matrix. Once we understand the true nature of our existence, many formerly “impossible” things become possible.
So, I love the old words of the Lord’s prayer, but I understand that Jesus says “Abba” because he is making a comparison between God and a loving father of the first 30 years of the millennium in which he lived, and not because God is literally a father to him. Oh yeah. I know. I say the creed every week. I lie and say that I believe that Jesus is God’s only begotten son. And I don’t believe that. God does not beget sons or daughters. God is not Zeus or Odin. God does not fly down to earth and impregnate human maidens. But I do believe that Jesus was God in so many important ways that it was as if he were the only begotten son of God. He behaved and spoke as if he were God’s child. So should we all.
So, back to my friend. It’s not up to me to burst her bubble. She believes the Bible much more literally than I do, and she is not alone in this world. That doesn’t make her ignorant. It just means that she doesn’t see things the same way that I do. I wish she could see God the way that I see God because it would make this all a lot easier for her. But she doesn’t. So it goes.
And I think that my friend and Gretta Vosper may have a lot more in common than she thinks. How could a minister of the faith actually say that there is no God? God is everywhere, in everyone and everything. I have not heard or read the story of Gretta’s loss of faith, but I hypothesize that she does not believe in God in the same way that many adults do not believe in Santa Claus. If you dogsled it up to the North Pole, you are not going to find Santa’s workshop there. But that does not mean that Santa does not exist as the spirit of Christmas. It does not mean that we are not inspired by the spirit exemplified in St. Nicholas to give gifts to our children, to our families and friends, and to the less fortunate at Christmas time. Yes, Virginia, there is a Santa Claus. He just isn’t the old man with the white beard that you imagined as a child.
God is the same. To say there is no God is to deny a fundamental truth of our existence; but of course God is not an anthropomorphic old guy with a white beard (like Santa’s only longer) who lives somewhere up in the clouds or on Mount Sinai or in a whirlwind. We have to have an adult understanding of God, and that understanding should arise from the God we see in Jesus of Nazareth, if we are Christians, or from the God we see in the scriptures if we are Jews, or in the Koran if we are Muslims.
So I wonder if Gretta Vosper has trouble swallowing God as a being, but might be comfortable with God as a principle. In the end, it doesn’t matter. If she is an atheist, she has no business leading a Christian church. Period. And the United Church of Canada must understand that this decision sounds the death-knell of enlightened Christianity. It will send Christians like my friend into the arms of the evangelical denominations, and it suggests to United Church members who are struggling to understand God in a 21st century context that they can choose to believe there is no God instead of continuing the struggle. United Churches will become social institutions instead of religious institutions.
Jesus was not born and did not live and die so that we could all see that there is no God. He was born, lived, and died to show us that God is not what we thought he/she/it was; that we can understand God differently from the way that Jacob and Moses understood God. Too bad Gretta Vosper does not get it yet.